Feel Bad To Mad

Feel Bad today..  Ugh.. I know I should not mad of this small matters .. but for this is not small matters.. No way..  I have trust this person for a long time.. but why she/ he do this to me? I always jealous of all she/he did .. but never ever want to take her/his thing.. and also.. I can't lie if I with her/him.. but why ! Why that person do this to me? This time I can't help myself to get angry .. I can't calm down.. and also can't hold back my tears.. I don't know what I feel , right now.. mad? happy? sad? all of it.. I feel all of it.. because who? because of that person! I can;t hold my angry.. She/He should respect me to! respect my feeling.. ! Why must I always want to lose with you? Can't I even win once? Stop acting like that .. It's super duper Annoying for me..~


Sorry Guys..  If I make you mad today.. I'm not in a good mood all day .. but now I'm okay =D .. Don't worry about me ..