2011 ... What would this year be...?

2011~ HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS ~ *2nd time I wish* ..


Looking at the tv just now.. People all around the world celebrate their NEW YEAR.. happy time.. yeah.. so happy with their family.... but I'm alone..  My omma today busy cooking..  *my step appa do catering* .. my day full with my dream.. alone.. I'm not happy to be like this..  My 2010 is a disaster for me.. My exam marks all fall down.. I'm not deserve to be the great student in the class... My final exam for 2010 make me feel sad.. mybe I should study more hard.. but .. When I study.. Why my omma want to mad .. and yell with my halmonie.. they always fight for no reason.. Stop me to focus.. I really want to study.. but .. when exam come.. she will ask me to study all time.. yeah..i know that I should study all time.. but.. She even can't let me take a rest for 1 hour or even 30 minute.. Ottokeh.. when I study .. she keep yelling and mad at my halmonie.. but when I take a rest...She will mad at me ... tell me that I'm not studying.. Arghh.. It's just to annoying me.. I can't even focus .. PMR this year... I hope she will change.. I really hope that.. Jebal.. I need to get Straight A's for PMR.. I need that gred! I don't want to get down again..  Hope my wish come true =D