Acting Was Really Making Me Out Of Control~!

Wallie Oh Wallie~!!! ... How can I be such a good person to all? .. Actually... For the first thing I need to concern about..  I really really not a good person enough.. I don't know why I keep saying myself like that.. Cause.. Yeahh.. Someone that I been close too before.. Will not close with me anymore..  Or I can say like I can't have an idea what to say to them anymore.. nan molla.. wae? .. This thingg keep on going seen I was in kinder garden ..  If I'm not talking with them .. they will said that I'm selfish .. act like I'm really good.. or whatever .. But I'm not like that okay.. For being truth.. I really can't act like I really close with someone.. maybe in FB or in other web they can say that I am close to them .. but not in my real life..  I only can say that who know me in real life or know me better than I am.. They the only one know how my attitudes .. I'm really a bit crazy or childish in other website but not for my real life .. I'm will always act childish cause I love it.. Not just I want to act like that cause I want to be close with u guys actually.. && before I forgot.. I'm not the one who love to talk first.. I will talk first if I want to ask something .. Not more than that.. If wanna talk to me.. I prefer u guys talk to me first.. ~! In FB.. just in my wall ,.. but in Twitter just tweet me.. that enough rite? .. I will talk to u if u to me first..~! =D