Ahh.. Ottokeh ?

Heyy .. Bloggie.. .. hmm ,. i don't know how to start this post.. Ohh.. I feel really really awkward with him.. yeahh.. maybe he not.. but me.. I'm the one who can't stand of this.. I feel really burden when I come to school.. I want to be like before.. when I'm not confess anything to him .. but.. hmm, .. I thought of this.. I want him to stop calling me.. **** .. I really want him to stop it.. I felt .. this isn't right.. He not even say that he love me or what. and we didn't couple though... so .. I think.. we should stop it.. cause I know who did he love exactly.. and I know he still have his heart toward that girl.  ohh.. how stupid am I , right? ..  my mood isn't great from yesterday till today.. I really want to cheerful myself.. but this burden feeling is so make me confuse .. I try to get my heart out from him.. I'll try.. and I will keep trying.. I want him to talk with me like before.. like when we are friends.. ..Jeball.. I really want this to happen :'(