LOVE?

LOVE

Who doesn't know what is LOVE.. I think everyone know it, right? . but just half of it know what the real meaning of LOVE.. .. in my situation.. How can I possible in LOVE with my own bestfriend? .. My bestfriend since I know him in kindergarden.. I also can't understand this feeling before.. but as I know.. I was really jealous when he love other girls. . I keep the secret from I'm standard 5 till now.. and it was really hard actually.. maybe some girls will ask me " Why didn't I confess early?"  Ohh.. That's impossible .. Since I know him.. I know who did he love.. :) .. Just I don't mind to disturb him with his feeling.. maybe I rather to be like this.. sitting alone and just look forward .. Yes.. I know my heart felt hurts.. But I didn't care.. As I saw my friends and him happy.. that's make me happy.. :) I can't bear to hear all the nonsense.. I can't bear to hear someone hurts my friends. Cause I do love them all.. .. about early this month.. I have confess to him.. Yeahh.. at first it was really awkward.. as usual.. but.. I felt something uncomfortable for him. .and I thought that I must ended this before it late.. Cause I know he just see me as his friends :) . nothing else.. That's why I thought.. I must tell him stop with this if he doesn't like it.. I rather cry out loud than I see him suffer like that.. .Cause LOVE is a potion that make a woman/man do anything for their own lovers..